I left everything that I loved behind for a girl who I was in love with and now I’m losing everything because of a girl and that includes her. She doesn’t understand how empty I’ve been the past month or so. She’ll never understand because were two completely different people. She doesn’t want to understand and that’s all I ever want to do. I just want to understand. It’s not her fault. She was raised with love and compassion. I raised myself. I’ve never had someone show so much love and care until I met her and lately she’s been drifting away even if she doesn’t “notice”. And I’m empty as shit. My house is empty. Everything is empty. I wish someone understood me. I thought she did but she doesn’t and she never will. Now I’m all alone and I’m scared af. The only solution to this is leaving everything behind.